One more to the God's tally

What a player he is.....

I am in an era where many sports are seeing athletes that are competing not very much with their counterparts but with history.....

For instance ... michael schumacher....or schumi.... has won so many races more than anybody ever...... and still he is fighting to win more... and whats more he has a chance to win one more championship before he retires....

then Tiger Woods.... still winning many in golf....

and of course Federer the best ever tennis player to have played!!!!

oh man ... what all he does.... on the tennis court is simply amazing and very close to impossible to believe........... he has won his 9th.... the questions for him ...as far as i m concerned are.....
1) when will he win a French
2) how many ..... i wud love to see 9 more...... but my guess for Federer.... is 18......

lets see........ how well i will do on the guess

the ever present topic

at the age that I and the people around me are... i guess this is something unavoidable ... even if you consciously do not want to talk abt it........... and it is very weird and sometimes feels odd the way people think.. and the way i think.... but somehow still i feel i will do what i feel i should do.... yes.. agreed i have not been in such situation directly.. that does change things... but still i refuse to believe that it will change so much!!.... sometimes i feel may be something is wrong with me.... but still i cant change thats how i am... and thats what makes me happy naturally...... anyway!!!

had an interesting chat at mozarts..... it was good to hear the views from a diffferent perspective... but the thing is i tried to make somethings clear to my friend... the person knows all of those pretty well and chose to do what .. is doing now.... so its better...... lets see how it goes!!

the question i dont understand why i end up provinding counsel.. when i m not the patient kind and know they wont see what i see!!!!!

life is something!!!!

Complex issues

there are issues that i will never feel comfy with in life....

i do not understand somethings .... may be i think too much... Or may be i tend to take in all thats wrong... whatever be the reason i spend too much time trying to figure out... knowing clearly that its not worth it... anyway... i am fighting it... i would be indifferent if need arises very soon... and i think it will arise..... or even if it does not..... its not for long..................

had a nice chat..... and its scary to know what people have gone thru... suddenly u feel u have been thru nothing and make fuss of stuff that is not so bad... anyway!!

been sometime

been sometime since i blogged......

my novel "the negotiator" is keeping me up till 2 in the night....

i odnt know how long i can keep this schedule....

but i been coming to office by 10...... which is very early by my standards..... but somehow i have not yet felt I am getting lot of work done!!

but its been ok.... i started work on my new code ...estimations... etc.....

and there will be things i am confused about..... i dont know!!!!

Dilemma

it is very difficult to understand myself !!!!!!!!!

Lage raho and cooking

Went to lage raho munna bhai...

ok types comedy movie...
the senti and comedy of the pair was good..... though a little too much of gandhian philosphy... but it was ok....

it was good to clean the house finally!!!.....
hope it stays like that for a while....

i cooked lots of stuff today.... and it went well.....................

The Long Weekend

The long weekend has begun...........

So what will I be doing....

I have decided its time I get back to work....

I have my safety paper to work on..... apart from the CEMDAP stuff.....

Will try to make progress

and also I have my course material to accumulate..........

Of course I would do it an easy pace.....

Will have fun with tennis and other stuff.....

But will try to accpet the fact that I am alone in the world and the gap that has formed is hard to be filled.....and it will ahve a lasting mpact on my life.....

anyway ..thats life!!