Life is so weird......
changes occur... sometimes you are unsure about it.... you get pained !! wondering should that change have occurred....
I am really wondering... should that change have occurred!!!!
I know the answer.. that is why I am worried.......
there are things that one will and should tolerate...
those are things that you would expect your freinds to understand when you are in such position... but there are things you just cant but get pained.....
this leads to questions!! why!!!
anyway......
tried a new curry for the first time... was really good....
Italian cuisine...
well... its a little bland for me.....
but u need to choose correctly to like it and i m learning well :D
ofcourse i have developed liking for salads with proper dressing... i love ranch :D
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Saturday, October 07, 2006
timely orkut fortune
You display the wonderful traits of charm and courtesy
i always wondered how important it is to be starightforward versus diplomatic...
If I know somebodyis wrong I find it very difficult not to mention it and carry on as if nothing has happenned... even if that thing is not a big thing.. i find really difficult..... may be because i feel it is like fooling yourself that you accept... i feel its a way you encourage the other person/thing to happen in a similar way again...... i know that has its drawbacks... you might end up quarrelling for trivial things.... but if you exercise restraint in trivial things and exhibit your feelings in things that matter thats ideal.. but if you sit down silent and be diplomatic i feel its wrong!!
Then... I am at the stage of life where people who are about 25 and single find it really weird !!
It was different for me.. but i was effectively single even in the past... now the fact that i consider myself single.... its even harder... dont know why...... I am not alone.... I know other friends of mine who feel similarly..........
It is weird is all i can say.......... it is not possible to put into words anthing more!!!
May be its because you know there is a vacuum... nobody exists to understand and accept you as you are..... (apart from your family!!)
i always wondered how important it is to be starightforward versus diplomatic...
If I know somebodyis wrong I find it very difficult not to mention it and carry on as if nothing has happenned... even if that thing is not a big thing.. i find really difficult..... may be because i feel it is like fooling yourself that you accept... i feel its a way you encourage the other person/thing to happen in a similar way again...... i know that has its drawbacks... you might end up quarrelling for trivial things.... but if you exercise restraint in trivial things and exhibit your feelings in things that matter thats ideal.. but if you sit down silent and be diplomatic i feel its wrong!!
Then... I am at the stage of life where people who are about 25 and single find it really weird !!
It was different for me.. but i was effectively single even in the past... now the fact that i consider myself single.... its even harder... dont know why...... I am not alone.... I know other friends of mine who feel similarly..........
It is weird is all i can say.......... it is not possible to put into words anthing more!!!
May be its because you know there is a vacuum... nobody exists to understand and accept you as you are..... (apart from your family!!)
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Random thoughts
There are times when you feel scared... when it is really difficult to comprehend life...
why somethings happen... and those to some people.....
Those thoughts move you so much .. They influence your life... The really tough decisions you need to take.... May be it is foolish to be influenced by those thoughts.. But you cant help it....
Everything in life is a result of a series of inspirations... You try things out and realize you eithe r love them or not.... You pursue things with a vigor if you lover them......... and some scare the wits out of you... sometimes giving you comfort in really hard decisions....
As far as I am concerned, so far, I had to make only one really tough decison that will affect my life.... Whenever I think about it... it hurts.... i feel guilty....... but the scary thoughts comfort me.... may be its for the good......
what can i do !!!
why somethings happen... and those to some people.....
Those thoughts move you so much .. They influence your life... The really tough decisions you need to take.... May be it is foolish to be influenced by those thoughts.. But you cant help it....
Everything in life is a result of a series of inspirations... You try things out and realize you eithe r love them or not.... You pursue things with a vigor if you lover them......... and some scare the wits out of you... sometimes giving you comfort in really hard decisions....
As far as I am concerned, so far, I had to make only one really tough decison that will affect my life.... Whenever I think about it... it hurts.... i feel guilty....... but the scary thoughts comfort me.... may be its for the good......
what can i do !!!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Time to move on
I have successfully passed my quals.......
and yesterday was fun with all my friends here....
now its time to move on....... i have lots of things to finish... I should speed up things and work hard!!!!!
and yesterday was fun with all my friends here....
now its time to move on....... i have lots of things to finish... I should speed up things and work hard!!!!!
Monday, October 02, 2006
Dussehra fun
wow... what a weekend it was....
we went to Emma Long Park... played volley .. cricket... frisbey... and had a small swim... it was fun....
was a long ..long tlak session... dont know how it went... hoping everything turns out well....
kinda loosing the vision and purpose in life... have to get back on track... tomorrow se.....!!!
lets see....
we went to Emma Long Park... played volley .. cricket... frisbey... and had a small swim... it was fun....
was a long ..long tlak session... dont know how it went... hoping everything turns out well....
kinda loosing the vision and purpose in life... have to get back on track... tomorrow se.....!!!
lets see....
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