Why can't I just get it?

Am I blind or foolish!

On another note I have 48 hours for my vacation. I am really waiting for it!

Hopefully it will turn out well.

Shane Watson

I hope he is serious (cricinfo)

Glass half full

It's hard enough to convince players to speak to the media when their side is losing, let alone when the player in question has just received devastating injury news. But Shane Watson is a talkative chap and when he discovered that he had stress fractures in his back that would keep him from bowling for up to six months, he was happy to do television and radio interviews to explain the situation. "I've been really happy with the way things have progressed over the last ten months to a year, the way my game has been able to improve," Watson said. "I'm happy with the things that have been evolving and it's just another little setback but I'm going to be really excited when I'm back bowling and back playing full pelt." Talk about looking on the bright side.

Finally

I manage to pass my driving test :)
Will have to wait till next year to get my official license though. I waited for 4 years, so a month isn't difficult.

Have I lost too much?

I made a particular decision and gave everything for that. At some points, I was not being honest with my friends. Thats not something I like. Sometimes I feel I have given up too much. I really do! Especially considering what I am getting back for that!
But all I can do is learn!

Irony

Isn't it? Whatever you do some things keep coming back. Its really hard. I just don't know how to handle it!

Year end post?

Hmmm. As the year draws to the end I am wavering whether to post a year end summary like I did last year.I have decided I should do it. So watch this space for the post!

Solitude

Solitude is something that I tend to prefer in cycles. There were times in the past when I was worried to stay alone early during my stay in Austin. Slowly I learned to enjoy spending time with myself. I started liking it. Then slowly I slipped into a phase where I started getting into a group that reduced the amount of time I spend alone. I just realized it has risen to such high proportions that I am at the stage where I was 4 years ago. I think I have to start again, slowly to spend time with myself. I know it is only a matter of time. But the ride will be anything but simple. I need to disassociate with some specific things to reach there! What makes it difficult is the belief that what I wanted was right and not everybody sees it that way.

Lets see!