Underdog

I saw Cinderalla Man yesterday... I like it a lot... May be its because its a about an underdog fighting to maker history.. I liked the senti... the family life... and the kids... and most of all liked the hero's manager..... It was good...

Now back in office..... and back to work....come on..
lets get going !!

My first proposal -- and random topics

As I finalize the draft of my proposal (research of course!!)...... I am worried.. if my guide would be happy with what i have. lets see......

Coding will be starting pretty soon..... CEMDAP...will consume lot of time...I should start finding time for my courses or else I shall be doomed....

My paper... for now is not progressing...

Apart from that we still have to figure out where to stay and stuff.......


lets see.....waiting for the sem to end sooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Good Moments -- Moments of Clarity

Been a very different week this for me... I think I have seen everything from despair to utmost happiness.. the transitions that take place in a space of 3-4 hrs are mind numbing....
Anyway I am happy for my friends... I think finally better sense prevailed (on the part of " ")...and they will be happy... I wish them all the best....

And good to realize some of your friends do care for you... It gives comfort and a sense of relief...Of course to take everything into stride it could be seen this way ..."such tough times strengthen the bond we have"... It surely made me realize some stuff.. I did make my set of mistakes.. But I hope they will forgiven and forgotten .....

Friends

"A friend asks only for your time not your money" -- that is my orkut fortune for the day..

What an irony......... I dont know what to say.... I take a lot of interest in others lives... especially abt people who Iconsider are my friends... i spend a lot of my time thinking about others..... trying to help them if i can....and i thought this further strengthen my friendship.. at least that what i thouht........What I am realizing off late is people will use your help when they need it...But after that they dont need you anymore.. They need people who are ready to listen to their sad stories..... hmm... whatver be the loss to the person because of that..... they do not realize it... or they dont care... The mood in which I am in i go for the latter......

If it were one person..... I would have felt may be he/she is the odd one... But somehow the list seems to grow!! I feel like being used...... I have had enough.... I have great friends from IITM ... I think they are the ones I will be looking upto when I need help.... My priorities from today will change radically... I have decided to do some stuff... and will do them!!!

I have wasted enuf time on my so called "friends" in austin..........

The only thing to be happy is....... "better late than never"

Now on.. I have things to do.......

Reservations ------ my reservations

I cannot comprehend what our political leaders plan to do with our country... They anyway do not assist in the progress... why the hell do they stop whats going on.... reservations are ok... if they really go to the people who deserve it.... and for sure professional education is not where reservation is to be provided... Something has to be done at a lower level... primary and secondary eduation level so that they can compete with the so called "other classes" who are "ahead".... and reservation in the form of caste is ridculous in the time we are living in. It only divides the people... and creates confusion!!

CEMDAP - random thoughts

hmm.... CEMDAP.... dreamchild of my guide...been working on it since I came to UT... As I run three SPSS programs.. my computer in a state of daze.... mind you its not a slow machine (with 4gb ram)..... As i wait for the runs to be completed i think about what I am doing here at UT. I get involved with so much stuff I should not bother about..... be it in professional or personal stuff and kinda screw up my time. I should make better use of my time and the first step for this would be to stay a little aloof with people around you. You can be friendly yet dont waste your time !! I surely need to learn this or else I dont know what will happen to me....

Friends --

Not an easy breed to find.... you make friends ..feel great that you have such a nice bunch of friends.... Thats an awesome feeling... there are people who will help you when you are in trouble...when you are not happy..they will cheer you..... and of course you are expected to help them out in their times of need.....

As far as i know... i was just helping him.....he found it was logical the first time I talked..... I talked because things were getting out of hand between us... there were misunderstandings... I took the initiative and tried to clear the misunderstanding... i guess it was good...But within a week the situation is back to square one.... This time I am not gonna take the initiative for sure.... I expect reciprocation... or else it is not my job to try to clear the air... Once is fine...But if i have to clear the air every week there is something wrong... and this is happenning bcos of " " .... I cant help it.. I am not liking whats happenning.. But i think I did whatever I thought was good for my friend. Its upto him to see it.. If he feels what he is doing is right he shuld go ahead... no questions asked... But he has the responsibility to let me know what his decison is.. I dont want that issue to affect the way we are.. For sure there will be things where you might not like what a friend does but that alone does not mean you will stop talking.... it will always leave a scar.. but things can move on....... I dont know what will happen in our case....

expectng for the better............