Accept Things as you see them

At times it is so difficult to accept things with your friends as they are....... You think with your heart and feel it is not happenning.....But the sooner you realize the better...... Only then you can move on in life..... I think I am beginning to accept some stuff.....

Love !! How rational is it?

Love.... the word.... i guess the most used in the english language!! or the word with the most significant implications.....

can someone define it ? I never could.........

Is it rational?

Hmmm.... Falling in love a rational decision.... you got be kidding!!

I dont know how a rational mind can like someone unconditionally and is willing to do anything for that person... it is your emotions controlling your mind...... But, I guess that is the beauty of love...You appreciate someone for what he/she is and are willing to accept the blemishes in him/her and the other person is ready for the same..... It is very special to have such a person...(i mean apart from parents and siblings!!)

But the problem is not everybody understands what you want....so you might have to fight.....
So be it... We shall fight......

IITM --- What makes me like it so much !!

I heard today that 3 people from IITM had been made offers for UT program..... thats great... I was very pleased....

Whenever I hear anything good thats related to IITM it makes me so happy!! why??

is it the place..the lovely campus...the teachers some of whom have had a profound effect on my career choice...... or is it the friends i made and the wonderful people I met there?.... I will never know....IITM for me has an aura.... I dont know.....how to describe... I am doing my Phd with a very clear cut aim!!..... I hope to achieve it!! ..... For that I need to work a bit more harder than what I am doing right now....Hope I will start working much better.....anyway.......

Good to know at least 3 more IITM junta will be around..... I am pleased about that........ We will see how they will turn out!!

Room mates in Austin

I came to Austin...safe with the knowledge that I knew many seniors..... but main reason for the safe feeling was I knew 2 of my future room mates...both of them were from IITM...... God... i never guessed that the other guy would be the best to bear n stay... i know....in every house there will be arguments..may be quarrels....but our house was awesome...I never felt like talking !!!

From there on I moved with one of my seniors.... That was a very refreshing experience..... Now that he has moved to Boston...now i have a new roommate....with whom i spend very little time.... but from august I will be moving with my seniors....but today I will officially start cooking at their place.........Hoping I will graduate without anymore new shifts!!

Tue/Thur Classes and Sleep

Tuesday and thursdays......synonymous to classes.....for me.....throughtout my stay at UT... I have always had classes...3 of them on Tue and Thurs..... in fact i attended 4 on the same day... I still cant remember how i managed it in my first sem....... now i find it really painful to attend classes....may be it is the courses....... not very relavant to my research per se..or not very interesting...the 3rd course is great..i stay awake for sure......... thats all for classes

Early Mornings

I am still up...The time on my computer reads 5.00AM...... Time many would love to begin their day... But I am not the routine person....So i plan to end my day now..... As I wait for the clock to move forward so that i can board a bus... i blog to pass time...... It has been a productive day... Got some work done.... Should keep this momentum going... Have a lot of things to do..... Have to get my act together.... I have been influenced by lot of silly stuff of late... I have to re assert my priorities and start getting back to work.....
It should be great going to Smokies......... we will see!!

The Indian cricket team shoved the Pakistan team..... somehow it does not make up for the test loss ..but it is at least a consolation..... However I missed Sehwag..... Hope he will teach the English bowlers some stuff..... Waiting for him to be back to his best......

thats all for now...
Will be back later

Enigma of the fairer sex

God.... You always think you have seen all.... but as days progress as you meet more ...you only will realize how ignorant you were to think like that... They are always impossible to understand and come in umpteen varieties....dont ever mistake that understanding a set of them will give you an advantage, it never does. If only it lands you in trouble, bcos if you behave simlilar to the way someone else likes it surely will backfire....So just keep working on it..... hehe

Life is not easy

It is been tough for the last 2 months...... I am faced with questions for which I dont have answers and i am not sure where to search for them..... I will fight though...thats the least i can do.... i just hope i will have enough patience to do what I want.....
Routine life has been okay..... found out that 4 of my classmates from school are in Us...not bad.... talked to one of them..... she was cool......
It was also nice that i had a frank talk with one of my friends....it helps!!
anyway.....