Scared

I am scared... yes I am......

For me I just cant make friends and be superficial about it... especially those who stay near me....
that takes a lot of effort... if anybody has a small issue... i feel like i should do something for them.....its really becoming very difficult for me to .. and i over do it..

Moreover.... i am always interested in knowing what they think abt me.......and i attach significance to small things and interpret as i please and put pressure on myself for trivial things.....

I dont know how to address it... i know you need human attachment and friendship ... but do i overdo it... the answer is "I dont know"... but i intend to work at it....

lets see how far that works...........